PAST IS PAST

DUGAAN....

baru je psg niat td..

tiba2 nmpk something yg menggugat iman..ish! 

nape ku masih terbayang kenangan lama ni..

nape ku perlu masih lagi mencari2 kenangan tu..

rasanya dh x perlu..(xpyh rasa, mmg xperlu pun!)

tp sbb kenangan 2 la ku mengerti diri ni..

mmg ku xleh nk buang jauh2 kenangan 2..

ttp utuh dlm hati..

walau dh ada kenangan baru, kenangan lama 2 ttp muncul..

lebih2 lagi stlh pe yg ku nmpk td..

perlu ke xperlu?

ku rasa bia la ku kenang kenangan tersebut selamanya..

sbb even ku buang pun ttp muncul jua di ingatan..

means, that kenangan mmg xkn sape2 leh padam..

ku boleh terus kenang kenangan 2 dgn membina kenangan baru..

tanpa berlandaskan kenangan lama..

maknanya, ku teruskan dgn mencipta kenangan baru bersama kenangan lama 2..

tiba2 ku syahdu..

ku xleh lme2 menulis, nnti ku smkin terbawa2 perasaan ni..

ku mendoakn kebahagiaan sesiapa yg syg ku n pnh syg ku..

thanks kalian..

MOVE ON!!

starting from next week i'm moving on into a new life..yes, i will!! August 2010 will change a lil bit of my life..i have to reschedule my timetable, plan a new mission, change my attitude to earn the best altitude..

whatever it is, i will change myself!!  

LIKE I CARE!!

i don't wanna care what people say bout me.. am i stupid? am i selfish? am i an egoist?

YES I AM!!

does it make your life worst? HELL NO!!

so, stay away from me! whoever doesn't makes any sense in my life, get out!!

: I WANT TO BE A NEW PERSON :

: I AM A SINGLE WOMAN :

(woman okey, not a girl)

: I WANT TO BE STRONGER :

: NEVER UNDERESTIMATE ME :

p/s yes, ku dipengaruhi emosi tika menulis..jgn nk sangka bukan2, jgn nk pk bukan2 klu xtau citer..baca n shut up!

PAKCIK KAYA!!

korg2..baca x paper kosmo ari ni?? 

Sultan Brunei ada 7000 bijik kete!!! 

bkn kete buatan Malaysia tau..semuanya kete import..ada yg 1 je kete 2 dlm dunia..wow!! giler kaya..anak beranak tuanku ada brp org ek smpai 7000 bijik..

terpk x bile msa tuanku guna suma kete 2?? huhu..sthn pkai pn xabis dowh! agaknya baginda wat koleksi kete mewah as a hobby..kn3?? caya la..dh kata org plg kaya di dunia, pe nk suma leh dpt..

dpt sebijik ferrari ke, lamborghini ke sodap 2..wa leh bergaya g klas..ngeh3..angan2 taik ayam je la..blaja mls..kancil pn ko ssh nk beli la cik adik ooi!!!!

ok, full stop!

ASTAGHFIRULLAH

Astaghfirullah - al - azim..mengucap pjg ku ari ni..ya Allah, kuatkanlah imanku..ku tonton sebuah video bertajuk "I HATE ISLAM"..ku xtau la dr mne dtgnya video 2 sbb ku dpt tgk pn dr kwn ku..seorang kristian membenci Islam hnya kerana amalan yg dilakukn oleh kita org Islam..

antra yg ku igt alasan yg diberi, dia xsuke cara kita sembahyang, kita puasa, n so on..owh, lg satu..dia pelik kenapa kita perlu bg salam stiap kali jumpa n kenapa kita sebut insyaAllah tiap kali nk wat sesuatu..x igt plak ada sbb pe lg..pk2 cm xlogik plak dia xsuke Islam sbb amalan kita je..

mybe tu pndpt dia..tp knape perlu benci Islam sbb amalannya..yg ku tau selalunya org luar benci Islam sbb dorg anggap Islam pengganas..tp ni xsuke Islam sbb amalan2 org Islam..bukannya ada effect besar pn dlm hidup dia bila kita wat amalan 2 kn?

ku x nk kongsi video 2 sbb ku xleh nk jangka pe effect yg akan jd..perkara ni bg ku terlalu menyentuh sensitiviti agama..so, ku hnya berkongsi pndpt dgn kamu rakan alam maya ku..

ku hnya harap 'do respect other religions please'..tiap agama ada amalan tersendiri..hnya hormat antra satu sama lain leh membantu hidup yg aman..

p/s maaf jika pe yg ku tulis x memuaskan hati kalian..

SENGAL!

nothing to say..one word to share..

BORING!!

UNSTABLE

'Jauh Di Mata, Dekat Di Hati'

:: ku dh dkat tp ttp jauh ::

:: ku xmntk utk smkin jauh ::

:: it's my bad ::

:: so sorry ::

:: hati x tenang selagi x meluahkan ::

:: now, i'm getting better ::

:: i have to accept that we have a different life now ::

:: so, i'm still learning about that ::

:: ku sedar ku x mampu menjadi yg terbaik ::

:: ku masih mencuba utk jadi yg terbaik ::

:: ku bersyukur ku ada kamu ::

:: i have to be the strongest woman in the world ::

:: ignore all the nonsense things ::

:: just pray that we'll be together one day::

:: i'll pretend that we're happy all the time ::

:: all because of you ::

:: my life is about you ::

:: even we're close, yet we're far away ::

p/s don't pretend u're telling the truth, coz sometimes i get to know that u're lying..i'm trusting you..

DIET!

i'm on diet! yes, i am! to maintain my weight, 45kg..weee~~

sgt excited sbb bratku still maintain tang 2 gak..muahaha..

oleh kerana ku dh pencen dgn rowing, maka ku harus control mkn..yeah! harus!

disebabkan ku suka mkn, ku harus ttp g jogging jua..mesti!

disebabkan dh nk puasa + raya, ku harus maintain bdn supaya raya nnti ku kelihatan anggun..haha

(walau ku tahu ku x cantik, bia la ku cantik di mata ku sndri..ADA AKU KISAH?)

opss! ku dh melalut..c u guys.. (o 0,)

TERGARU-GARU

hati ni gatal n dh digaru2 oleh rasa rindu pd DIA..apa ni?? baru smggu kot..sblm ni sbln okey je..ish3..otak, pls set kt mind DIA still jauh..okey??

perasaan ingin dibelai kasih syg sgt kuat tika ni..ish3..jgn pk laen la..xbaek wat fitnah..i know..there's lot of people love me..haha..even xde pn ku ckp ada..ada aku kisah??

idea menulis kurang..idea mengedit pn kurang..idea meng'online' pn kurang

pe yg lebih?

idea merindui yg terlebih skrg ni..muahaha..

p/s ku pasti n amat yakin korg yg baca ni rsa meluat..hehe..ku x heran pn..suke ku la nk tulis pe.. c(=

amat membosankan post ni..xpyh baca la!! walaupn korg dh baca smpai abis..ngeh3..

MIDNIGHT SHOW

this movie was ok..2 hours and 28 minutes, n it's a midnite show..juz imagine how sleepy i am..haha..at the beginning, it's quite confuse coz it's about dream in a dream..yeah, u have to focus from the start to understand the whole story..it's an interesting movie but for me it was ok la..

so, guys..u can watch this movie in cinema!! have a great day!!

l0ve likE thiS

ni la sshnya bile dh slalu sgt melekat dgn DIA..i mean, bkn slalu mlkat bdn tp slalu cntct each other..yg ku tau, klu DIA xcntct ku mknanya DIA tgh mrh dgn ku..tp kali ni laen mcm..DIA xcntct ku sbb DIA bz..mmg xsmpat..mlm sblm tido je dpt ckp dgn DIA..2 pn jap je..

n stlh 1 ari ku xdgr suara n trima msg dr DIA, akhirnya!! he called!! argghh!! rindunya..smlm ku tido awl..DIA plak sttle lmbt..so, bile DIA call mmg ku xsdar lgsg..he texted n told me that he miss me n he loves me..argghh..bhagianya hari ku..hehe

don't misunderstand me k..i'm not addicted to him, but this is my way..when i'm in love, it can be a big effect in my daily life..yeah, it's true!! love is my priority..can i say that?? errr....

anyway, i'm happy to be with him!!

GAIN INCOME

http://onlyinmalaysiamah.com/?ref=miss_sheda

MISSING

I MISS HIM ALREADY!!

PENGEMBARAAN

yeay, ku ingin berkongsi hasil pengembaraan ku smsa cuti kali ni..ku tlh mngmbara bersama DIA..hnya selama 12 hari mengembara bersama, xbyk la plak gmbr yg ku tgkap..ish, mnyesal plak..huhu..bkn sng nk bersama2 selama tu..hehe..

ku rasa spt smkin rpat dgn DIA plak..dh la lpas ni smkin dkat..wat ku xnk tggal penang ni..haha..ish3..niat dh lari 2..baek, ku nk niat balik..bla bla bla...amin...jgn slh phm k..ada la niat ku..cuma ku xnk nyatakn di cni je..hehe..

x byk yg leh ku kongsikn..hnya menghabiskn masa bersama2..it was such a precious time that i'll not forget ever!! so, check it out bebeh!!

lama xjmpa cik rimau..huhu..

almk!! dh xde gmbr la..huhu..sori la ye..ni je yg dpt ku kongsikn..jumpa lagi!!

WELCOME HOME!!

welcome home bebeh!! i'm back!! it's enjoy time!! ha, cari psl g..xpe..ku rela..sudah dekat dgn DIA..haha..

..KU BAHAGIA..

One Time

WEAKNESS

ku mengalami kebuntuan dan kekusutan sekali lagi..ish3!! ni la kelemahan ku..xpndai nk wat kptsan yg tepat..slalu wat kptsn sipi2 je ketepatannya..huhu..malang tul sape dpt pekerja cm ku ni..aish! xbaek ckp cm2..baek..

pe la nk jd ni..ku masih buntu..tp masa x mengizinkan..ku harus wat kptsn dgn segera..tp pe ku nk jwb bile soalan dikemukakan nnti? pusing kepala ini (nyanyi versi lagu Gigi-Nakal)

okey, ku dh buntu..hnya mau mencoretkan sesuatu di cni..kerna ku dh agak lama mendiamkn diri dr e-diary ku ni..selamat membosankan diri!!

merantau

maaf, kali ni pnya post xde signature..sbb ku guna lptp org..hehe..ku hnya nk memberitahu ku sdg merantau di perantauan mencari tmpt utk berteduh..n skrg ku tgh mnyusun kmbali jadual cuti ku..waa..ku nk cuti lg lama..tp pggilan yg ku dpt smlm wat ku terpaksa pulang awal ke kampus..ces!!

skrg, ku serba slh..hermm..ku kn pk kn kemudian la..c u soon..dh xtau nk ckp pe..adios!!