syg or rindu???

1 persoalan yg timbul.. "antara sayang dgn rindu, mana 1 yg dtg dulu?" ermm...pk2 kn la ye..hehe..ak ckp rndu dlu..huhu..ada yg ckp syg dtg dlu..klu x syg cmne nk rndu kt org 2 kn..ada yg ckp rndu 2 tndanya syg..klu syg msti akan rndu org 2 kn...erm..tul gak org 2 ckp..papepn, terpulang pd msig2 pnya pndpt..sje menyuarakn soalan ni..tba2 ckp psl ni td..hehe..

syg n rndu xsmstinya pd kekasih ati je..luas mkna syg n rndu 2..leh tuju pd Allah, Rasul, ibu n ayah, kwn2, adik beradik...jgn slh tafsir mksud syg n rndu 2..syg n rndu pd Allah dan Rasul x sama dgn syg n rndu pd ibu n ayah..syg n rndu pd kekasih ati xsama dgn syg n rndu pd kwn2...sayangi n hargai mereka yg ada di sekeliling kita..(^_^)

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some pictures to share with u guys..(^_^)

i have so much fun with u guys..thanks..laen kali kita g lg eh..

pulau jerejak = pantai kerachut

plan nk g pulau jerejak..aishh...xjd plak..ujan 1 hal..kna amek pakej plak..dh la rm50 sorg..bkn nk wat suma xtvt dia pn..huhu..last2, plan nk g mndi2..so, ktorg pn dcide nk g pntai kerachut..blik USM jap then bru gerak g sna..smpai sna xujan..alhamdulillah..kami ke sna naek bot..(tghari buta xkn nk hiking..)srnok naek bot..mcm2 bntuk batu ktorg tgk..huhu..ada bntuk kpla buaya, arnab, ikan paus, pnyu..smpai sna kami mkn nasi dlu..lpak2 jap, g salin bju..then, dlm kul 2 kami dh ke pntai..maen bola n mndi laut..best!!lme x g mndi laut..huhu..srnok sgt..walaupn kami g 10 org je but happening..hehe..

dlm kul 4 kami dh siap2 nk gerak blik..perasan kulit dh gelap ckit..(ckit je la..hehe) kami hiking msa blik..srnok gak..ak suke!!!sbb dh lme x g hiking..kenangan yg xleh lupe, blik kami share 1 btol air kcik utk 10 org..hehe..dh la amek air bukit 2..huhu..(cnfrm otak cerdas lpas ni..amin...) lbih kurg sejam kami pn smpai..(byk kali bhnti amek gmbr n topup air..huhu) lpak mnum air jap, bru kami gerak blik USM..smpai2 dlm kul 7 lbih..skrg dh rasa ltih tp puas..thanks kwn2..nnti kita g hiking g eh..wee~~~

19th Oct

my JPJ test today was very cool..didnt feel any nervousness inside (at first)..but then, x rasa berdebar yg amat la..mls nk pk..nnti gabra xleh wat plak..lastly, evrythng was ok..i passed!!alhamdulillah..n the first one i shared the happiness was my father..i called him n ucapan syukur kpd Allah diucapkn..then da second person was my sis..a few minutes ago..want 2 share with DIA, but not even one word comes out from him in three days..so sad..=( xpela..slh ak g kot..(even xbsar mne pn..slalu jd cmni klu psl hal 2..)

my dear, take ur time 2 get ur mood back..i'll b waiting 4 u..huhu..

harapan

harapan utk tgk cite Papadom mlm ni terkubur...hukhuk...dh excited ni sbb dh book tket..skali tme smpai kt kaunter cashier ckp movie cancel coz projector rosak..ces!!!kami pn on da spot tkar movie laen - Sorority Row..xtau pn cite psl pe sbnrnya..(plih pn sbb poster dia tul2 blkg cashier 2..hehe) kami g 6 org mlm ni..kami msuk lewat sbb tggu jasmine smpai..(last minute invitation,..jgn nangis g ye jasmine. ;D) ttggal about 5 mnt starting movie..msuk2 wat2 pham je..hehe..cite ni ok la..leh skit jantung sbb sound yg kuat n mmg suspen pnya cite..psl bunuh2..eeewww...sadis sgt kematian dorg..cian2...but we enjoyed this movie...

after that, kami dh kuar parking..suddenly, jasmine msg od "nasi tomato!"..kami pn on je..hehe..(even ak rasa knyg g sbb dh mkn 1901 msa movie td)..otw ke batu lanchang, slh jln..haha...pnin kpla sbb maen psing2...smpai2 lauk dh xbyk..igtkn kul 2 stat buka rupanya kul 12 dh buka dh..xpela..ak mkn nasi tomato n aym goreng je..2 pn dh 3rggit..nasi dia mmg best!!pnat gelak sbb jasmine mmg pndai wat lawak..hehe..about half an hour lpak kt c2 smpai xde org dh kt c2..huhu..kami pn btolak blik..smpai kt blik 3 am..

*out of box*

feel like to go out, hang and flirt around like before..i miss all that moments..but, now i hav to be mature n look forward to improve myself to be a good person...THINK POSITIVE!! 4 those who i love most; my family, my love, my frens(who r really2 frens - i know who u are) thanks so much 4 always b by my side..frankly speaking, i never have a really good fren 4 a long term.. my frens always come n go, cntct each other using texting or via internet (sum of them cant b cntct anymore). guys, miss u so much..miss all the moments when we study, when we have fun together, when we cry, when we laugh n enjoy...if i can go back to that moment i will b the happiest person in the world..how i wish...nvm, look forward...face the fact, b patient n try to improve myself to achieve my vission...i will!!!

mom, dad..miss both of u so much...wish to be home right now..feel like tears will come down to the earth..:'(

emotion

tba2 rasa xbest..
tba2 rasa kurang ckit..
tba2 rasa bslh..
tba2 rasa x epi..
tba2 rasa lonely..
tba2 rasa nk mrh..
tba2 rasa bengang..
tba2 rasa sucks..
tba2 rasa cm s**l..

mcm2 ak rasa....herrmmm....

emas....

juz come back from Putrajaya last nite...woo...sgguh memenatkn diri...tp kami balik dgn kepuasan..1 emas n 1 gangsa menjadi bukti kami bsmgat berjuang utk USM Rowing Team..huhu..even boys kurang berjaya tp kami bangga dgn mrka..thanks 2 girls, 4+ n 8+ 4 ur cooperation..for 8+, cuba g..jdkn kesilapan 2 1 pengajaran..laen kali tulkn kslapan n tebus blik kekalahan..utk 4+, kite berjaya kalahkn mereka dgn bangganya..thanks guys..it's really a sweet memory..utk 4-, xpe..cuba g..korg dh wat yg terbaik..utk boys, usaha g..usaha tgga kejayaan..tp kite naek lif..cpt ckit..hehe..

harap lpas ni ada sinar baru pd kami team Minden Shark(jrg guna nama ni..slalu gna USM Rowing Team..huhu) ptg ni kami nk jmpa dgn TNC..dia dh ckp bwk blik medal utk dptkn sesuatu yg amat berharga..dh lama kami tggu saat 2..harap2 berjaya..

blur..

mlm ni mau ke KL utk bersama rkn2 yg laen berjuang dlm arena rowing demi nama USM..(wah!!smgt giler..hehe) smlm dh ada yg kol suh dtg cpt2..hehe..(korg rndu ak eh...wee~~) sbr ye kwn2, mntk maaf xleh nk join korg awl2..sok pg sy akn ketemu kamu semua...
mlm ni ada test tp xleh nk fkus stdy..sbb beg xkmas g n dh excited nk g sna..hehe..tket bus sy kul 12.30am..sy naek bus konsortium..
hope sok pg pjlnan sy ke ptrjya bjln dgn lancar tanpa sebarang anasir2 jht bndar..aminn....

p/s ops..lupe nk tlis kt entri sblm ni..g kangar ari 2 naek bus 2 tgkat..1st tme neh..(jakun jap..hehe)

journey to perlis..

today, sy ke umah DIA beraya..sy g dgn wani..cima xjd g sbb ada hal xleh nk elak..xpela..sy kuar dlm kul 9am..mood agk kurg baik sprti cuaca pg ini yg agak sejuk..(bru lpas ujan)..ini suma sbb pe yg blaku mlm 2..aishh...dlm kul 1.23pm kami smpai di bustnd kangar n i called him 2 picked us up.DIA dgn nada sora gmbira pn kata "OK"..smpai kt umah, mak ayh DIA xde, melawat org skit kt hsptal..kami pn duk rilek dlu..lpas smyg zhor, kami dijmput utk mkn..mama DIA msk bihun sup..best!!(sy tmbh 3kali..haha...byknya mkn..)then, kami duk rehat sbntr sblm DIA ajak kami gerak ke alor star..singgah umah atok wani jap..dlm 5.15pm kami nk btolak blik..sy pn mula menggunakn ayt2 manis seindah langit cerah ptg itu menggoda DIA utk antr kami pulang ke Penang..dgn slumbernya DIA drive ke arah plaza tol utk msuk hghway...sy pn tersenyum semanis gula perang..(phm2 je la ye..hehe)kami pn meneruskn pjlnan..singgah sbntr di Sunway Carnival n Jusco Perda..DIA beli shlai tshrt n sy xbeli pape..=( msuk pulau g mkn n kami pn blik..bermula la detik2 rindu mula menerpa di hati saat DIA drive pulang ke Perlis Indera Kayangan...

p/s thanks dear antr cyg blik td..x sangka dear tul2 nk antr smpai cni..hehe..thanks so much..psl hal mlm 2 kite bncg laen kali la eh..xnk rosakkn moment terindah utk hari ni...
LOVE U SO MUCH!!

jamuan raya..

(dgn lctrer sy..prof dr. fauziah md taib - b'tdug pink)

smlm dlm klas theory accounting, lctrer sy wat jmuan raya..huhu..(sy x bwk pn kuih raya..hehe)bsrnok skjp slps blaja..huhu..prof msk mee greg..(terbaek!!)ada mcm2 kuih raya mmbr2 klas bwk..tp sy mkn ckit je..xpela,..share2 kn..smgt muhibah..wee~~



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