August 3, 2011

KESINAMBUNGAN DUGAAN

Assalamualaikum.

Dah masuk hari ke3 kite posa. Dugaan hari ke2 posa bsmbug lg hari ni. Xsmpat nk tggu siang. Elok je jrum jam lpas kul 12, dugaan tu bsmbug cite. Kuat ke iman aku? Yg aku tau aku mmpu sbr lg.

Mmg aku mmpu sbr. Tp hati yg dh t'guris mana mungkin mmpu smbuh dlm sekelip mata. Sdgkn luka lama pun lum kering darahnya, skrg luka smkin bsar.

Cmne nk cambah kpcyaan pd org yg pnh tipu kite? Mgkn peluang ke2 diperlukn. Tp klu org tu sndri x b'usaha mggunakan peluang ke2 sebaik mgkn, cmne kpcyaan tu nk tmbuh blik? Leh ke kite nk bg blik kpcyaan tu?

It's not only bout trust. It's all about being honest, loyal, manners. I'm not saying that I'm perfect for someone. N I'm not saying I'm looking for someone who is perfect to complete me. If u need me to improve myself, then u shud improve yourself first.

Same as my principle, you have to respect others if u want people respect u. Jgn mghrp yg terbaik dr org lain sdgkn pe yg ko bg xckup baik utk org lain terima. Simple as that. Ya, easier said than done. Again.

I have no right to control u 100%. But please, at least nk tipu pn jgn la smpai kantoi bodoh kt aku. Igt aku xleh pk ke? Nk tipu pn cri la alsn logik ckit.

Dh la. Stat posa 2ari lpas aku dh dpt thn diri aku dr maki hamun, sembur sesuka ati. Aku xnk sbb bnda ni aku wat g bnda tu. Ksbrn aku ada hadnya. N aku msih mmpu bthn. I'm tired of being lied. Just hold this: "what goes around comes around". Tuhan syg aku sbb tu Dia bg ptnjuk ni.

Slmt malam.
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